colin (eternal_dancing) wrote in loveless_void,

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Two months ago, at a birthday Party, I met this great lady Janine. In the last few weeks we've seen quite a bit of each other, we've gone out a few times. But I don't think it was real dates, more like friends doing things together. I was (and am) very very happy in her presence, and started falling in love. Anyway on Saturday I sort of told her how I felt and found out that she just wants to be good friends. That's how I keep accumulating more and more friends.

Usually after being rejected, I go spirally downwards, and get a quite depressed, but this time I'm still high, I'm still there nearly on the point of falling in love with her.
Maybe I'm getting an immunity to rejection.
Or maybe I have n't really accepted the rejection yet.

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